guys i just cant keep hiding everything i just wanna explode i swear my life is getting tough day after day and i feel like im fighting everything by myself, im in a situation like my dad doesn’t work and same for my mom, we actually have a home that we’re building since 2013 and its still in work, we’re living f location and it costs so much, my dad used to have two cars so he sold one and invested all the money in the new house but we still need a lot so he’s about to sell his second car… There’s no source of money except me in this house, i work, i do more than my best just to see my family happy, i also have my studies «everyday » but i still go to work or at least to find a way to make money but i mean come on im 21 years old and its not really the age to waste time bcs i have dreams.. i wanna go to Germany.. finish my studies.. marry the one i love and im promising her rn.. but at the end i find myself nekhdem f les chantiers just to make that 1000da so my family can eat. but the thing is, im getting attacked and they’re calling me maneslah l walou and my dad doesn’t even look at me.. i feel like everyone doesn’t like me.. i hate to be the victim but this hurts so much i swear i cannot stop crying every night even tho im a “MAN”.. Im mentally exhausted and sick, im getting tired of their talks and even my aunts and some of my cousins are attacking me for being the way i am and im saying all of this just to feel heard maybe? I don’t need help or anything im just too tired and I just wanted to feel heard. Thank you for anyone who read all what i said, i appreciate it <3

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