I really want to text him but I can’t so I would write the message I wanna tell him here “it’s been so long time since the last time our eyes met , maybe 8 years ! we were so young the love was pure , school smells like our memories, we grew up , I have been watching you , when you graduated this year I felt so proud you can’t even imagine how I feel when I see you taking steps in your life , also you can’t imagine how heartbroken I am when I see you depressed, you think you are not enough but actually you are more than enough, you are more than such a materialistic stuff , neither money or grades set your level , for me you are the most perfect person to the way even in those 8 years I didn’t see someone like you I was so happy when you made friends at uni I feel happy when you feel happy and accepted cause you deserve the best of the best do you know even if would have broken my heart into pieces but when I imagine you having good life with another girl and she being you wife , having kids as you wish I feel happy for you , heartbroken it’s not me but I want u to be happy you think I would refuse or I forgot about u but actually you are on mind 24/7 as long as u are happy I am happy but my heart would forever be broken “

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