if i could describe how my heart is so heavy or how i can’t believe how naive…innocent i was id choose to kill my feelings the amount of pain not because the loss but because the trust i gave to someone who never deserved it…to someone who was a professional lier he killed my innocence i wish could go back to who i was before i met that…devil he is a devil customed in a human form and i was little angel who thought she could get the love she always looked for the love she always wanted and the feeling of being safe like a little baby ive never felt safe in my life not even with him not even with my own father its not weird for me…yet i was telling myself maybe i could feel that with him…maybe he is my Prince Charming who would safe that little girl who always wanted nothing but to be loved was it too much?…

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