Cookies_80069 🇮🇳
3 days ago
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Feeling Emotional
I am getting married next month and I have so much anxiety about everyone judging me and my partner. I have no idea how to overcome this issue. It is constantly putting me down. My parents have never been supportive and think I am just being overly sensitive. They never understood me as a child. I don’t want to burden my partner by constantly talking about this. I have spoken enough and he tries his best to give me much support as possible but it’s not helping. I know this sounds crazy because this is my day and I should be super happy but I never wanted such a big wedding with unknown family and people who my parents are inviting. I am very introverted. Simple wedding with very close family and people I know was something I dreamed of but moreover it feels like the wedding is for them and not for me. My partner wants to celebrate this day too but I don’t want him to feel I’m draining him with the way I am behaving which I know I am but I don’t know what to do. everything is so controlled by my family and his family. I hate being the Center of attention. I am so stuck.
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