As a 30yo female i feel like time is running out, and im still not over this feeling of hatred towards myself, it all started when my younger sister was born, i was 7 i was a tomboy i loved playing with boys more, everyone used to make hateful comments but i didn't care, until i turned 7, started getting jealous, started eating more, and gained weight, the comments became more harsh, comparing me to my older & younger sister, anyway started not looking at my reflection at all, i wouldent care about how i looked, continued gaining weight, and blamed it on my weight( it= self hatred) anyway by 2019 i was 23 i lost all the weight, but my confidence never came back & tge hatred never got away, so by the time covid hit, i gained back that weight, and now 6 yrs later i lost it again but still feel shitty about my appearance, so.. sorry to say it but the more u let it grow with u the harder it gets to get rid off. Talk to someone before its too late