cheating thoughts Real Stories - 1 Experiences, Advice & Support

Mushroom_85544 🇪🇬

4 days ago

Feeling Frustrated

i find myself thinking about cheating, but when i try to talk myself out of it, I find myself justifying why i should cheat. 1. it would make me happy instead of how miserable i am rn 2. it would make me taste a new woman 3. i would finally know what it feels to be inside a tight hole 4. she would d

Overthinking my friend's depression, can't sleep

I couldn't sleep and now i'm gonna sleep less then 3hours. I started overthinking so badly about losing my friend. She has very bad depression and i also don't have the best mental health and it just pulls me, my energy down so bad, i'm so worried and i'm the type of person that i have to help, save them from bad and the fact that i can't makes me go mad. Ever since i befriended her and she started to mean so much to me i started to fear she does something bad to herself, now that she tires to unalive herself and it drives me crazy overthinking it all, constantly thinking about her trying to attempt. I don't fully know ab these kind of things as i know her for 10month and i'm just probably very much overthinking it all. I really care about her and all i want is to help her even a little bit where i can(even tho i make the worst decisions) and i also hate(but somewhere also can understand) the fact that she lies to me about things like if i ask her about her health and stuff and it just doesn't help my trust issues, bc of these i really don't trust her and just overthink more, like when i ask her something i assume her answer is a lie. I'm also at bad at some things but i just can't get myself to tell her how i really feel and what bothers me and stuff:/ I don't consider myself depressed but i also had suicidal toughts and stuff and it came back(i couldn't get myself to do it tho i think) ever since i met her, tho i can't blame her as i'm very glad i met her, i just wish she had a better life that she deserves. *sorry if it's too weird or childish os something and also sorry for my bad english* ...see more

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I hate being talkative and drained from people

for 2 months now , I’m going to university and coming back home alone I pass my day all alone until I get back home , i don’t talk to people anymore and for a while my energy and my mental stability are very stable like so stable, and when I communicate over 3h with other i feel so drained and tired it makes so sick to the point i can’t even describe, sometimes all i want is to have real friends but deep inside I can’t maintain a one friendship, i push people everytime I feel bad but when I talk it’s just that pure side of me apearce and I hate this energy I hate giving them this I haateeeee being nice or talkative ( I’m a very talkative person) btw , once I talk I can’t stop and I hate this bc I can’t control it ...see more

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I'm just tired of everything. Life is killing me.

I am just tired of everything. I wish that I could have a better life, but life is killing me from the inside. I don't know how to tell people that I don't like them. I don't know how to accept help, or ask for it. I don't know how to say sorry by actually meaning it. I'm done with everything. I am just wishing that life could get better. ...see more

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