my childhood friend of 12 years randomly stopped talking to me a few years ago she basically removed herself from my life for no reason suddenly and out of nowhere and that broke me because I had no one but her and because she was my social crutch when she left she took my entire social life with her I had to be socially on my own for the first time in my life and I ended up spending a year in total isolation and that made it even harder to move on from her I have been trying to build myself from scratch ever since