family

Despite my education, I owe it to my struggles with my family, not their support. What's the point of being great to the world if you're made to feel small at home? The irony is, I save everyone else and fix their problems, but I can't save myself in my own house. Family either builds greatness or creates lifelong trauma.So, how can I improve this relationship? Instead of constantly walking on eggshells or getting dragged into endless blame and defensiveness? 😓

I'm feelin lost I can't speak to people I don't know how to speak I'm always alone even whne I'm in home I can't speak to my family I don't have the confidence to speak or do anythink I'm tierd My mind doesn't want to let me live

I feel like im not connected to my parents cuz i was raised by my grandma , even tho i live with them now im not that connected to them to the point that if i was far from home i can go days without even talking to them or asking abt them and its going to another point where i dont want to talk to anybody even my friends or other ppl ,idk if yall can get me but i hope u get the point

Today my mom and I spent more time together than usual and we ended up having a good long conversation its rare when we connect and get along this well but It always leaves me fulfilled and complete

I have ocd I feel like I'm in my clean pupple if someone touched me or touched anything of my stuff i might cry i really get upset and frustrated and disgusted and i want to hit that person really hard for just touching Just because iam not sure that this person is clean But on the other hand I just feel like that with my family I don't really feel that with my friends Maybe my family is really disgusting and i don't have a problem? Can someone tell me if they had a similar experience

Hy everyone wish thst ur all okay I just have a problem that my parents prefer their families which means parents and sblings more than me and I didn't feel okay I fell sad 😢 any help I'll be so grateful if u help me and give me advices