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Tbh I still don't understand why I'm feeling this way is it the way I was since I was a kid or suddenly got depressed and now I can't even study as I used to I literally changed I can't even stay 2 hours studying I'm always on my bed and my phone and I feel tired and negative even though I always try to get better with any kind of way I tried praying cleaning my space thinking positivity but I always fail and I always seek attention from others and most of times now I'm alone I have friends but not really my friends everyone is busy with their lives even though we're just 18 I am so tired and my mental health is getting worse and I have I should study or else I will fail like last year

The best thing tht happend that i found this app to tell other about my feelings My friends go out with they say its an acc and when i tell them lets go out they say no and they trat me bad and they say its a joke and they sometimes curse me and i curse them back but I don’t like that they treat me badly i don’t know what to do i even don’t know if they like me they don’t go out with only one of them bc he was with me in our old school but they no last year i found out they mad a group without me named it no(my name) and I don’t know if they have another group when they went out with out me i was very sad i cried I don’t know what to do it was in Ramadan i saw the pic all of them in the pic even the guy in my old schoool he didn’t tell metha they were going out oneof them was sticking out his toung I don’t know what to do the beat thing that will happend when i go to new school

I need friends, but I fail to find genuine, lasting, and sincere ones. Im a student in University et j'ai fait un transfert récemment ce qui a rendu les choses encore plus compliqué