happiness

I'm feeling exhausted, I feel like it's useless, whatever I do never takes me to the wanted result, doka 3lbali one must be patient and believe in god and some things are not meant to be , but honestly when is it going to be my turn to be happy...I'm tired

How to be happy living around a lot of negative things? I cant see light in my life and this is blocking myself, no more hope and peace inside my heart. Im trying to handle all the emotions but its damaging my health