Ashamed
Lost alot Not falling apart Just falling Shame, deep shame, anxiety, anger , heart broken, numbness in between.. matter of fact you've gotten to no way back from being crazy Or just getting a heart attack, or blood clotting Or just your stomach ripping off Knowing you've got serious problems growing you've been handlig for years, after every minute deep need for seuside, yet fighting and getting best life meaning from learning to fight You're going to get mad anyways , no need to kill yourself