love

So hey ig i don't really understand the purpose of this app i just wanna talk anyway it feels a bit cringe , my pr is i love a girl from last year she was always cold to me and thats fine i can deal with that but recently she changed and i found out im emotionally dead inside I cant show any emotions I don't even know how to talk to her properly i just dc about anything except her

Negativity is sucking the life out of me right now, Nothing is going how I want it to be, and nothing is actually going right, even the confession I’ve been waiting on for so long, everything just got worst after it, and out of everyone I went and fell in love with someone who suffers from BPD, and guess what? I’m suffering from the same damn thing, and we are just here ruining eachother lifes, atp I think love is never meant for me tbh.

I had a crush on a guy who studied with me at the same university. After a while, he followed me on Instagram and we started talking, and we were at the beginning of a relationship. After a month, we didn't talk anymore, and I didn't even ask him why. We used to meet outside by chance. He talked to me normally like nothing happened. After two years, he sent me again, but I couldn't talk to him as if we were friends. So I was talking to him coldly and started ignoring his messages, even though I loved him and I regretted it. That's why I decided to gather my strength and talk to him face to face. I made an appointment with him, but a few days before I met him, he died in a car accident. Once, 3 months after his death, I cannot forget him And I am very regretful.. He was the best person I've ever met