Idk how to even start writing, im under psychotropics and feeling so annoyed and mad, idk how to live with my family anymore it keeps becoming draining more and even tho i left for good ( i study in another city), but everybody is trashtalking each other my mom talks shit behind my dad's and bro's back my bro does the same and my dad isnt even present to talk or react (he talks to no one), they don't wanna develop im in a very serious state of my life and i really need stability to achieve my goal but the distractions are getting worse everytime even meds arent calming the anger i have, i truly dont know what to do in this case, i can go back to dorms where i have a really bad entourage and go back to bad habits or stay here and keep getting my brain drained it's my future and i can't find a solution or decide whether i stay here or leave again please give me a neutral solution