mother death

Even before I was born, my father remarried. He has a 1-year-old son from that marriage. People say a daughter is her father's fairy — but my story is nothing like that. After I was born, my stepmother didn't let my father come near me. He never came to me. When I was 5 years old, my father betrayed us — he threw me, my mother, and my siblings out of the house. We had to move to another city. Then my mother died when I was 10. I loved her so much. After she left, I went into shock. I used to be a very good student — I used to get top positions. Now I feel like a loser. I have only spoken to my father 2 or 3 times in my life. He always praises my stepmother's children and looks at me like a loser. He thinks I can't do anything. That I will never succeed. There was a time when I was a good student — a sharp mind. Then my mother passed away. I got stuck. There was a complete downfall. In school, teachers started scolding me. I couldn't take it anymore. I left school. Now I feel like a loser. I can't remember things properly anymore. I have memory issues. I can't keep things in my mind. I can't remember moments with people. I forget a lot. Trying to remember gives me severe headaches. I don't have a single friend. And I've only shared a small part of my story here. Someone please help me. I am living in so much anxiety."

Even before I was born, my father remarried. He has a 1-year-old son from that marriage. People say a daughter is her father's fairy but my story is nothing like that. After I was born, my stepmother didn't let my father come near me. He never came to me. When I was 5 years old, my father betrayed us — he threw me, my mother, and my siblings out of the house. We had to move to another city. Then my mother died when I was 10. I loved her so much. After she left, I went into shock. I used to be a very good student I used to get top positions. Now I feel like a loser. I have only spoken to my father 2 or 3 times in my life. He always praises my stepmother's children and looks at me like a loser. He thinks I can't do anything. That I will never succeed. There was a time when I was a good student a sharp mind. Then my mother passed away. I got stuck. There was a complete downfall. In school, teachers started scolding me. I couldn't take it anymore. I left school. Now I feel like a loser. I can't remember things properly anymore. I have memory issues. I can't keep things in my mind. I can't remember moments with people. I forget a lot. Trying to remember gives me severe headaches. I don't have a single friend. And I've only shared a small part of my story here. Someone please help me. I am living in so much anxiety."