struggle

Maza ba3d?? Noooooooooooothin caaaaaaaaaaan beeeeeeeeeeee oooooooookkkkkkkkk Wwhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

Idek what is my problem, ik it has smthn to do with anxiety, when I have to interact with people, my lips start twitching so bad, that I can see them staring at them, and I avoid making any contact, it's so draining and embarrassing help, I genuinely don't know what to do anymore, cause I have to interact with people, but anxiety is taking over me and I can't control the shaking and all

I'm feeling exhausted, I feel like it's useless, whatever I do never takes me to the wanted result, doka 3lbali one must be patient and believe in god and some things are not meant to be , but honestly when is it going to be my turn to be happy...I'm tired