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Jackfruit_72358 🇪🇬

19 hours ago

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Marshmallow_88489 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Depressed

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It's been 4 years I'm struggling with severe depression, along with suicide thoughts that consume me day and night and dream about them and planify to end up soon My social anxiety makes it almost impossible for me to express myself, and cause of that, people treat me like a joke or underestimate me without ever trying to understand what I’m going through. Over time, all the criticism, mockery, and constant judgment have destroyed my self-esteem  both in how I see my appearance and in how I see my worth as a human being.
Under stress, I fall into addictive things like porn gore smoking eating relationships songs social media sleeping , as a way to release everything I can’t say out loud. But the more I hide my pain, the more people tell me I’m “dramatic” or “crazy,” even though I’ve been carrying these wounds in silence for years and years and no one noticed anything 
I grew up in an environment full of pressure, comparison, and harsh judgment, to the point where I no longer feel like a real person just an object people can criticize without consequence. Now, all of this has left deep scars: my posture, my height, my body, my entire self-image has become a source of insecurity and shame.
Right now, isolation feels like the only way to survive, because the people around me only worsen my condition. I’m torn between wanting to live and the overwhelming pain that keeps dragging me down. I dream of peace, of becoming someone I could admire someday, but I keep falling back, and I feel too fragile to move forward.
All of this is literally destroying and shattering me. I feel annihilated, lost, and I no longer know how to move forward in this chaos.
Yet despite everything, I’m still trying even with a heart that feels like it’s breaking to hold on in a world where cruelty can easily crush someone already carrying so much pain and I plan several times to take my own life these days I even dream about them

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Pear_63699 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Disappointed

why is it so annoying here, it's not healing anything, it just makes me more angry and full of negative thoughts, those perverts are everywhere all they wanna do is talk to a girl even if they don't know how she looks like or her age or her character regardless of her problems too , just to satisfy

Moon_87762 🇭🇺

1 month ago

Feeling Exhausted

I couldn't sleep and now i'm gonna sleep less then 3hours. I started overthinking so badly about losing my friend. She has very bad depression and i also don't have the best mental health and it just pulls me, my energy down so bad, i'm so worried and i'm the type of person that i have to help, save

Avocado_76210 🇪🇬 باشا حاله التوتر الى انت فيها والقلق ده سالبى هتتعبك جدا وهتخليك تتعب ابعد عن العلاقه لى فيها توتر وقلق عشان هضمر نفسك انا كنت اعرف واحده وحصلى اوسخ من كدا التوتر والقلق منها موتنى ع طول حزينه وزعلانه وعوطول بيغم عليها من حبى ليها بقيت توتر وقلقان وضمرت حرفياً ابعد اى علاقه فيها توتر وقلق سبها وهرب

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Mushroom_85544 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Frustrated

i find myself thinking about cheating, but when i try to talk myself out of it, I find myself justifying why i should cheat. 1. it would make me happy instead of how miserable i am rn 2. it would make me taste a new woman 3. i would finally know what it feels to be inside a tight hole 4. she would d

Cherry_86302 🇮🇩

1 month ago

Feeling Bad 😞

anxious? i had problem where i have to leave my internship program early due to family problems.. yet i still need my supervisor to grades me since im doing an intern under my university. but my supervisor is a very hard person, she's this kind of independent, career woman and super workaholic, she

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Cheese_79373 🇩🇿

2 months ago

Feeling Tired

I’m depressed… it’s been a long time and everything is getting actually worse than any time before I have these suicidal thoughts and I’m afraid that I can end my life easily cuz I see no actual meaning for my existence so anyone to talk to !! I need help

Coconut_83207 🇩🇿

2 months ago

Feeling Worried

Hello I‘m here to spill the tea I‘ve reached the age of confusion (21yo) I‘m calling it like that because I don‘t know what to do it is very hard guys I think of lot of things of work , study , going abroad and even marriage my head couldn‘t be silent from the day I start this new life and I told m

Coconut_83019 🇩🇿 same age same confusion ,but it's fine allah knows better ,Allah's plans are the best, ask allah for guidance

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Sugar_65342 🇪🇬

2 months ago

Feeling Fed up

Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔 Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔 Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔

Coffee_62833 🇪🇬 What happened to all this? Just calm down and everything will be fine What's wrong??

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Pineapple_62844 🇪🇬

4 months ago

Feeling Sorry

How does it feel when you have suicidal thoughts every single hour but you're so sure that you'll never do it one day cuz u just know that's a fake solution and we can't even say that's a solution and ur also not that person, and these thoughts and the idea of being dead immediately, just wont sto

Chocolate_52578 🇪🇬

7 months ago

Feeling Confused

if I was in a relationship with a guy and I was clear with him in all my family’s demands and now he’s telling me that he can’t afford any of this what should I do ?? wait for him to make the money as his family won’t help him or should I leave as time is really running and I’m a girl I really d

Marshmallow_51920 🇯🇴

9 months ago

Feeling Confused

TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is an

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What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is anything real? I just don't know anymore. Atheist people kill themselves because they don't see the value of life, okay? I'm, like, Muslim, kinda, and I just don't see the point of life either. I just, like, why shouldn't people kill themselves? They're gonna die anyway. Everyone's gonna die anyway. It's like being trapped. Nothing feels real or valuable or anything. I just- I feel like I shouldn't exist. I feel so weird. I feel like no one likes me, so what's the point of even existing? I know you're gonna say, oh, there's people who love you and do stuff, but, like, life goes on. I'm gonna die anyway. And, like, I'm just gonna leave them before they leave me. I'm, like, I'm a scared cat. Like, I wouldn’t do that, actually, but I'm, like, I just- I just think about it a lot. Being- I don't know. I don't even know if I'm in the dark spot. I'm just confused. I don't know shit. I- I really don't know anything anymore. Really second thinking everything I've ever believed in. And it's exhausting. I wish- I was just clueless and never- never learned anything. And I'm just- I'm just- I'm just being clueless is a privilege. Knowing shit is fucking exhausting. And being surrounded of people that think I'm- I believe in something just like them when I don't actually is fucking exhausting. I hate pretending, and I can't stop pretending. I simply can't. If I stop pretending, everyone's gonna leave me. I'm gonna be alone forever. I don't even know what I believe in. I'm exhausted. I'm so exhausted. Like, I'm exhausted. Thinking about it is exhausting. I don't know what's going on with me. My head is a mess. It's- oh my gosh. What is a dark spot? Am I in a dark spot? I don't know. I just feel like you do this for attention and literally no one knows about that. I'm always thinking about my feelings again. Like, I feel it's not real like I'm pretending for attention because I've- I've always done that because I really wanted attention. But I don't know if I do it right now for attention or not. I don't want to be that person. I hate being seen as an attention seeker. Like, it's embarrassing. It's so embarrassing. I just feel so lonely in this. It's so lonely. I don't- I- I just don't believe anything anymore. I do believe there is a God, but I don't know anything else. It's just like- I'm so lost. So lost. I don't know. I'm so lost. It's exhausting and it's- and it sucks. Like, so much- there's so much going on. I don't know. Like, I don't know what to do. Like, having so many mental issues and having to study and having to pretend is too much. I can't do all of that, but I'm still doing it. If my parents found out that I think that way, they're gonna be really, really disappointed. They shouldn't be disappointed though, because I was trying to learn and I was trying to, like, see things from different angles. And it wasn't even intentional. And I just- I don't know. I don't know what I am. I'm just so lost and I hope and I wish I weren't. I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I'd never- I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I was- I was never born. I wish I was a star or a fucking fly that, Like you’d, kill, Because it was too annoying. I wish I was something not someone.

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Jackfruit_72358 🇪🇬

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Toast_66913 🇪🇬

I'm so agitated and can't sleep, need someone to talk to

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Blueberry_89404 🇪🇬

My heart is so heavy... I trusted a devil in human form

if i could describe how my heart is so heavy or how i can’t believe how naive…innocent i was id choose to kill my feelings the amount of pain not because the loss but because the trust i gave to someone who never deserved it…to someone who was a professional lier he killed my innocence i wish could go back to who i was before i met that…devil he is a devil customed in a human form and i was little angel who thought she could get the love she always looked for the love she always wanted and the feeling of being safe like a little baby ive never felt safe in my life not even with him not even with my own father its not weird for me…yet i was telling myself maybe i could feel that with him…maybe he is my Prince Charming who would safe that little girl who always wanted nothing but to be loved was it too much?… ...see more

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