well hope u guys read all of that ,I’m feeling lost , and nobody notice that all of them are good unless you .. whene u wanna do or achieve something don’t match and destroyed but others , all is good for them especially ur family all my pain it due to my family thoughts, they tell me that they care about me they love me but I don’t see that I just listen to the {NO u are a girl } word every time even for my studies ! They don’t want me to study aboard and in the same time they wanna see me a doctor or something good like what the hell is that if I can’t do the médecine where I live due to my marks ( I study architecture) Why u don’t send me aboard ? They do not let me do activities like go runny in the morning u don’t have the right to cry infornt of them u don’t have the right to go out juste for go study or something urgent but .., I remembrer when my father said to me that his girl friend boy wanna build her future and go study médecine aboard and he was like { wow she is so smart and she gonna build that futur } hhhh and he know that if someone stay all the time in the house without do anything like activities he’s gonna be depressed or if I don’t study the best specialities in the university I will not have the best career but whene it’s come to me he forgot all of that and he just said NO he just scared of eye people and oh i remember when I want to go out with my mother he said NO because he doesn’t like that shit ! well and my mother said he just love u ( so because he love me he destroy my life career ? not study good spec due to the distance he told me to let the architecture be my dream and shut up when he know in Algeria architecture it’s not good option , Got depressed and forgot how to talk with people due tu the less of go out even with ur mother hahaha ,no activités like go running in the morning even whene he’s with me becaus he doesn’t like wake up early but whene it’s came to his son he’s already there ,my mother know damn he’s evil but she always said be patient ,patient of what ? I’m getting older now and do nothing with my life he dont let me get a job because iam student but I need that responsibility even whene u wanna be an architect he told me if there’s gonna boys architect don’t get that job ???? so I just stay at home because there’s boy ? who are architects ! it’s my job bro not a night club omg …) I can’t imagine staying at that house for a long time I must be suicide now but I can’t I juste wanna live in peace I wana study best spec and go do sport learn something new discover new places .. I don’t have even a friends to go out because they know my father and mom are not normal at all well it’s not just a {NO} word iam not pick me believe me he stole my rights , even his sisters they are now fails due to him ! like whene u don’t want me go out or do something juste became with me even .whene I had panic I don’t have a place to go and cry in peace I had panic due tu my fucking house I can’t anymore wallah I can’t I wana dieee if I will not have a good life anymore there’s bad peolple outside and even in the house that’s to much

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