I feel frustrated, disappointed, and I feel like a part of my heart is broken. I feel like I need something to fill this emptiness. I know I need the remembrance of Allah all the time to fill it, but deep inside, Allah created us to need companionship. Didn’t even Adam feel a sense of desolation, even in Paradise? However, I can’t love someone else, so how do I navigate this life while I am so hollow inside?