I Stopped Giving More Than I Received

Moon_79825 🇩🇿

2 days ago

Feeling Stupid

I realized I was looking for love in the wrong people. I always gave more than I received. I thought I wanted to become the best version of myself for someone who never loved me back. But for nine years I kept trying. I thought for a moment...Why! Why would I do this for this person? I decided that I would make myself the best version of myself, but not for anyone else, only for myself. I will only give as much as I receive.

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