Okay, I'll start... I never loved, and even if I did, I'd move on. I could forget by doing other things... But this time it became difficult for me to forget that person's image... I thought it would last three months and then disappear... now it's worse... I tried forgetting him and doing other things... I'm afraid I won't be able to forget him... I feel stupid for loving him...I don't know if he knows... but my actions betray me every time I see him... I want to lose him... I don't want to love him. There are so many logical reasons why we can't be together... I thought this would make me happy and make it easier to forget him... but it seems to be the worst thing... I see him in my dreams everywhere... like a madwoman... But I decided to overcome these feelings, stop looking at him, and withdraw. I know it hurts, and it still hurts so much that I cry nonstop... not out of love for him, but out of despair with myself.