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Marshmallow_81609 🇩🇿

3 months ago

Feeling Heartbroken

hello ... i don't think anyone can help me if i didn't do it myself ..but sometimes i feel like i need to talk and express it all .. m messed up i know .. m insecure .. weak .. m desperate for attention and so clingy and never stay in one relationship for too long cus they wnd up being bored of me .

Feeling Unlovable & Abandoned After My Crush Chose Her

I am feeling hurt, desperate. I was abandoned when I was a day old. I was then adopted by mom. This created a deep abandonment wound which gets reactivated each time I get abandoned, ghosted, neglected or not chosen. I had this online friend who was a big support to me. I started developing feelings. or maybe I was just too desperate. I have been depressed and anxious for five years and a half so I have been holding on for too, carrying this invisible wounds and trauma all my life, I just wanted to be held, to be loved, for someone to share this weight with me. so I started dreaming that this guy would be it. he was everything I was searching, and I was tired of searching. but he had a crush. his crush wasn't available but yesterday he told me that she told him that she wanted to be with him. so I broke into tears. I cried, I sobbed, I felt desperate. obviously it was deeper than just my crush not choosing me. it was me getting confronted to that belief that maybe if I was abandoned all these times maybe something was wrong with me. maybe I am unlovable. maybe it's my fault. maybe I am doomed to be abandoned for ever. I feel sad, I feel hurt but mostly I feel alone. like I have no one to share all of this that is hurting me. ...see more

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Why depending on one person for happiness is the worst

depending on one person for happiness is the worst, the minute hes here im ok and the minute hes busy im crying. i know i shouldnt be like this but i dont have anyone else, i just wish i didnt feel so lonely when hes not around and i cant open up to him about the shit going on in my life. also, my parents are driving me crazy, why do they think theyre always fucking right? Even when they dont know why, they just follow stupid traditions they were taught so blindly they dont understand it hurts me it doesnt protect me from anything. i have sm feelings inside me rn even cutting didnt shut them down ...see more

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