depending on one person for happiness is the worst, the minute hes here im ok and the minute hes busy im crying. i know i shouldnt be like this but i dont have anyone else, i just wish i didnt feel so lonely when hes not around and i cant open up to him about the shit going on in my life. also, my parents are driving me crazy, why do they think theyre always fucking right? Even when they dont know why, they just follow stupid traditions they were taught so blindly they dont understand it hurts me it doesnt protect me from anything. i have sm feelings inside me rn even cutting didnt shut them down

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