I’m really tired of feeling like I always have to hold everything together
Like no matter what happens, I just deal with it and move on like it’s normal
But it’s not normal
And I’m not okay as much as I pretend to be
There’s too much going on at once, and I don’t even have the space to process any of it
I just keep pushing through because I don’t have another option
I don’t want to be strong all the time
I don’t want to keep acting like nothing affects me
I just want things to feel calm
I just want to feel safe for a little while without expecting something to go wrong right after
I don’t have everything figured out, and honestly, I’m really overwhelmed…
