I’m really tired of feeling like I always have to hold everything together Like no matter what happens, I just deal with it and move on like it’s normal But it’s not normal And I’m not okay as much as I pretend to be There’s too much going on at once, and I don’t even have the space to process any of it I just keep pushing through because I don’t have another option I don’t want to be strong all the time I don’t want to keep acting like nothing affects me I just want things to feel calm I just want to feel safe for a little while without expecting something to go wrong right after I don’t have everything figured out, and honestly, I’m really overwhelmed…