It's simple. I started working, met a girl there (I'm also a girl), we became close, and within two weeks we had already talked a lot, including about liking each other and what we wanted from each other. We kissed (it was, ironically, my first time), it was awkward because I felt so embarrassed for not knowing how to kiss, but in the end we talked and kissed again. The next day we kissed again. She accompanied me to a place I had to go (outside of work, before her shift), we went by train, and on the train she kissed me again and again and she stroked my hair the entire trip (which was about an hour), and when we arrived she kissed me A LOT more, And then we arrived where I had to go, and she said she'd be happy if I stopped by her work to see her when I left. And then we said goodbye with more kisses and sweet words, you know? We chatted so normally and happily together via text message while she was on her way home and I was at my class, until she had to go to work, then everything was fine. I I went to see her as she had asked, but she was acting strange, distant. I waited a while because it was busy and she was occupied, but when she could have come to me, she didn't, It seemed like she was running away... I had to go call her, she came, said she couldn't give us 5 seconds because she had to work, I said that was fine and that I needed to go. I got home and an hour later I had messages from her saying that people were talking trash about her and that she didn't want my name involved, so it was better if we broke up, because she knew that would hurt me. The topic was that our coworkers were talking about us being in a throuple. I knew she was probably seeing someone else, but I didn't care because what we had wasn't serious, It was gossip, there was no throuple at all. That's what she told me, that they were gossiping about untrue things, that she doesn't deserve me, and that she was going to distance herself from me so as not to hurt me anymore. Oh my God, I didn't even know I liked girls until HER, and now besides being confused about my sexuality, I'm confused about WHAT SHE WANTED FROM ME I'm going crazy 🫪😚 I miss her, I don't know what to do. And I still have to see her every day with that other girl, and this is killing me. Why, in a rumor involving the three of us, are they acting normal and I had to be sidelined?