don't care anymore Real Stories - 1 Experiences, Advice & Support

Potato_89267 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Meh

You know what?, I learned to mind my own matters, the hard way actually.. Which made me just don't care about anything or anyone; as long as it's not mine or not me, if I'm needed; i will help. , but otherwise I'm not there for you anymore.

I hate feeling alone and unloved on my birthday

I hate how alone and unloved I am on my birthday, everyone sends happy birthday messages but all of them are empty. I always laugh it off and say I don't care about birthdays to not sound childish or needy, but deep down I care and u want to feel special but I never say it, cause I deeply believe that beautiful and worthy things don't ask for attention, and I'm not so I'd never ask. I KEEP WAITING FOR IT TO CHANGE BUT IT NEVER DOES, IT'S BEEN LIKE THAT FOR YEARS, DEEP DOWN I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPED THAT 20 WOULD BE DIFFERENT BUT IT WAS THE SAME I'm not writing this for someone to tell me happy birthday when we don't even know each bht thx anyway, I already heard that alot, I writing this to just let it out ...see more

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I hate my life and feel like an inconvenience

I hate my life . I know I should be thankful that I do have basic needs and a child I always prayed for . but sometimes I just want to disappear. it's so distressing always having to be less attractive, less loved ,less cared for ,less successful, less happy ,compared to others . and yes comparison is the thief of joy ,but I can't help it . I have always been average, but now I'm less than average. terrible skin ,an awful body ,poor financial stability (not because I haven't tried to change all that) , a boyfriend who gets upset about everything, a child I barely provide for ,and myself ,stuck in this pain ,that won't go away,.I have tried all those self healing methods,self love , but I just hate everything about myself. most things require some sort of stability to change , I cant afford to even change. and a home that always feels like a disagreement away from no longer being a place i can call home . I'd love to level up my life ,but I can't even afford to self love ,find and develope new hobbies or even change anything about myself . sometimes I think life would be easier for everyone if I'm not around ,that my existence is an inconvenience. I want to have faith that things will get better ,but I'm not a fool to wish for things that aren't meant to be for me . I'm starting to accept the fact that I probably won't ever be pretty or genuinely loved or successful. just plain,sad ,below average 30 year old woman . ...see more

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