suicidal thoughts

Biscuit_89961 🇵🇱

3 weeks ago

Feeling Stressed

Everything is just way 2 much I keep thinking of killing myself. It feels like a shadow always creeping up on me, following my every step. I'm constantly stressed, anxious or sad because of everything. School is so hard to me even though I know all these subjects are easy and I used to know them. I

Strawberry_90063 🇪🇬 hey love i totally understand what you're going through but life has its ways and it will totally get better with time, please dont cave into the urges i know it's tempting and i have the same thoughts but your life is worth more tries, i know it sounds unrealistic and everyone tells us that but it WILL get better. No pressure at all just try to do one small task, you deserve to live

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Marshmallow_88489 🇩🇿

2 months ago

Feeling Depressed

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It's been 4 years I'm struggling with severe depression, along with suicide thoughts that consume me day and night and dream about them and planify to end up soon My social anxiety makes it almost impossible for me to express myself, and cause of that, people treat me like a joke or underestimate me without ever trying to understand what I’m going through. Over time, all the criticism, mockery, and constant judgment have destroyed my self-esteem  both in how I see my appearance and in how I see my worth as a human being.
Under stress, I fall into addictive things like porn gore smoking eating relationships songs social media sleeping , as a way to release everything I can’t say out loud. But the more I hide my pain, the more people tell me I’m “dramatic” or “crazy,” even though I’ve been carrying these wounds in silence for years and years and no one noticed anything 
I grew up in an environment full of pressure, comparison, and harsh judgment, to the point where I no longer feel like a real person just an object people can criticize without consequence. Now, all of this has left deep scars: my posture, my height, my body, my entire self-image has become a source of insecurity and shame.
Right now, isolation feels like the only way to survive, because the people around me only worsen my condition. I’m torn between wanting to live and the overwhelming pain that keeps dragging me down. I dream of peace, of becoming someone I could admire someday, but I keep falling back, and I feel too fragile to move forward.
All of this is literally destroying and shattering me. I feel annihilated, lost, and I no longer know how to move forward in this chaos.
Yet despite everything, I’m still trying even with a heart that feels like it’s breaking to hold on in a world where cruelty can easily crush someone already carrying so much pain and I plan several times to take my own life these days I even dream about them

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Moon_87762 🇭🇺

2 months ago

Feeling Exhausted

I couldn't sleep and now i'm gonna sleep less then 3hours. I started overthinking so badly about losing my friend. She has very bad depression and i also don't have the best mental health and it just pulls me, my energy down so bad, i'm so worried and i'm the type of person that i have to help, save

Avocado_76210 🇪🇬 باشا حاله التوتر الى انت فيها والقلق ده سالبى هتتعبك جدا وهتخليك تتعب ابعد عن العلاقه لى فيها توتر وقلق عشان هضمر نفسك انا كنت اعرف واحده وحصلى اوسخ من كدا التوتر والقلق منها موتنى ع طول حزينه وزعلانه وعوطول بيغم عليها من حبى ليها بقيت توتر وقلقان وضمرت حرفياً ابعد اى علاقه فيها توتر وقلق سبها وهرب

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Cheese_79373 🇩🇿

3 months ago

Feeling Tired

I’m depressed… it’s been a long time and everything is getting actually worse than any time before I have these suicidal thoughts and I’m afraid that I can end my life easily cuz I see no actual meaning for my existence so anyone to talk to !! I need help

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Sugar_65342 🇪🇬

3 months ago

Feeling Fed up

Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔 Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔 Is there a hot line or a number I can call in Egypt if I'm thinking about suicide 💔

Coffee_62833 🇪🇬 What happened to all this? Just calm down and everything will be fine What's wrong??

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Pineapple_62844 🇪🇬

5 months ago

Feeling Sorry

How does it feel when you have suicidal thoughts every single hour but you're so sure that you'll never do it one day cuz u just know that's a fake solution and we can't even say that's a solution and ur also not that person, and these thoughts and the idea of being dead immediately, just wont sto

Marshmallow_51920 🇯🇴

10 months ago

Feeling Confused

TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is an

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What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is anything real? I just don't know anymore. Atheist people kill themselves because they don't see the value of life, okay? I'm, like, Muslim, kinda, and I just don't see the point of life either. I just, like, why shouldn't people kill themselves? They're gonna die anyway. Everyone's gonna die anyway. It's like being trapped. Nothing feels real or valuable or anything. I just- I feel like I shouldn't exist. I feel so weird. I feel like no one likes me, so what's the point of even existing? I know you're gonna say, oh, there's people who love you and do stuff, but, like, life goes on. I'm gonna die anyway. And, like, I'm just gonna leave them before they leave me. I'm, like, I'm a scared cat. Like, I wouldn’t do that, actually, but I'm, like, I just- I just think about it a lot. Being- I don't know. I don't even know if I'm in the dark spot. I'm just confused. I don't know shit. I- I really don't know anything anymore. Really second thinking everything I've ever believed in. And it's exhausting. I wish- I was just clueless and never- never learned anything. And I'm just- I'm just- I'm just being clueless is a privilege. Knowing shit is fucking exhausting. And being surrounded of people that think I'm- I believe in something just like them when I don't actually is fucking exhausting. I hate pretending, and I can't stop pretending. I simply can't. If I stop pretending, everyone's gonna leave me. I'm gonna be alone forever. I don't even know what I believe in. I'm exhausted. I'm so exhausted. Like, I'm exhausted. Thinking about it is exhausting. I don't know what's going on with me. My head is a mess. It's- oh my gosh. What is a dark spot? Am I in a dark spot? I don't know. I just feel like you do this for attention and literally no one knows about that. I'm always thinking about my feelings again. Like, I feel it's not real like I'm pretending for attention because I've- I've always done that because I really wanted attention. But I don't know if I do it right now for attention or not. I don't want to be that person. I hate being seen as an attention seeker. Like, it's embarrassing. It's so embarrassing. I just feel so lonely in this. It's so lonely. I don't- I- I just don't believe anything anymore. I do believe there is a God, but I don't know anything else. It's just like- I'm so lost. So lost. I don't know. I'm so lost. It's exhausting and it's- and it sucks. Like, so much- there's so much going on. I don't know. Like, I don't know what to do. Like, having so many mental issues and having to study and having to pretend is too much. I can't do all of that, but I'm still doing it. If my parents found out that I think that way, they're gonna be really, really disappointed. They shouldn't be disappointed though, because I was trying to learn and I was trying to, like, see things from different angles. And it wasn't even intentional. And I just- I don't know. I don't know what I am. I'm just so lost and I hope and I wish I weren't. I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I'd never- I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I was- I was never born. I wish I was a star or a fucking fly that, Like you’d, kill, Because it was too annoying. I wish I was something not someone.

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Grape_20524 🇪🇬

1 year ago

Feeling Exhausted

Why does my mother always doubt me when I go anywhere? No one tells me that she is afraid for me, but rather she doubts me. She even doubts my friends as if we did something. I am really bored and I want to commit suicide in order to get rid of all this doubt. Every time I come back from class, she

Banana_62981 🇪🇬

So Bored, Let's Talk Before I Fall Asleep

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Potato_72527 🇪🇬

I've lost the soft spot I had for you. I miss the old you.

I have lost the soft spot I once had for you I don't know who you are anymore I can't believe that you are the same person I knew back then you have changed so much it makes me sick Of course it's your choice to be whoever you want but I have always wanted to be friends with the old you The new version of you is so confusing and mean It has a lot of flaws So many cons that I can't ignore You really think that you can go away when you want that Or you think that you can come back any time you want And that you can leave without saying a word, twice It's so exhausting I'm sorry But I cannot stop thinking about you Not because of anything emotional But I just miss the old version of you The old version of us ...see more

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Jackfruit_72358 🇪🇬

But why... bgd why? The eternal question in my mind.

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