I suffer from severe depression which has been diagnosed by a specialist but I don't have the money to continue treatment I've suffered from it since I was eight and it has completely ruined my life I'm behind in my studies and I can't stay in a job for more than a month I have many dreams and I am an ambitious person But I am powerless to do anything It's not a lack of effort I try my best but I end up unable to even lift my hand Does anyone know how to deal with this situation? I'm barely stopping myself from ending my life