3d agofeeling Tired
I hate myself. My father is yelling at me. He's saying that I didn't do anything, that i can only lie here like piece of garbage and do nothing. He's saying that he didn't deserve such an insult from me. He's absolutely right. He repeats my own thoughts. I don't want to see what's next anymore. I want to give up. I refuse to continue this. I don't want to achieve anything anymore, I just want to live one day without wanting to kill myself. I'm so sorry for people reading this. Im wasting your time. You don't have to answer me. You should probably ignore this. I just have nowhere else to go. Sorry.
Believe me, most of us aren't businessmen celebrities or scientists We don't need to be anything special and You're not trash , that's a lie don't believe it And if you hate him why don't you look for a job or find a hobby that will keep you away from him and please don't think about suicide you still have your life and your time and wonderful people you'll regret not seeing
Don't do this by yourself, you don't have to overload yourself. Leave your father's words in the garbage. Life is in front of you. Focus on me later, God willing, and there will be good.
Very Very Important: Don't feel depressed, down or hate yourself when others judge you, comparing your status with others, comment on your performance, tag you with their badge in a specific situation. You are walking on the different grounds with others though we all are on the same earth. Just Try to work in as many ways as you enjoy. Good Luck, bro
This is not to prevent your father yelling at you. This is something you can do when someone in our family starts doubting our usefulness or help we should do in our family. 1) Write down what you usually do passing minutes in a day? 1) How old are you? Are you a student or a graduate hunting jobs ? If student, Make sure your first priority is your studies. You can do/make/work for your best in your studies, that is more than your homework from school. 2) If you find there are off periods, decide or adjust any minutes that you might wanna fill up. First Fill Those can be running an errand for your family or helping house work with your parents. You can ask your dad how you can help him/family at those periods. Second Fill If you still have some off time after the 1st fill and you still want to find what you can do, You can learn new things or upgrade your hobby skills .( To learn new things, I suggest it is not so heavy but with some accountable responsibility to do)
you’re tired… but seriously, youve made it this far, that already says a lot about how strong you are. mybe your dad’s dealing with his own frustration, and it ends up coming out on you… but that doesnt mean you deserve it im really sorry it feels this heavy every day… no one should have to carry that alone. i might just be a stranger, but im really glad you reached out instead of keeping it all inside.. For now, just stayy