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I feel so alone and no one understands me

I don't feel I'm a part of this society anymore, it's been 6 years and i never made a friend on it , I started working at young age where it's kinda hard for me to meet pp my age, I can't remember the good times I had with my self and I can't even tell if the things that happened to me are real or I'm just imagine things ,I should accept god plans and that's what I'm trying to do , it's just sometimes I wished pp cared like I did for them !

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Toast_4490

Here they are again, Holidays reveal ur loneliness, no life without exams studying,no one to turn to, no one to choose u, no one cares about u. Ur just thinking of who of them to talk to but u just feel u have no place or right to talk to somebody. Know that I'm not thier favorite but wish to, did everything to reach that place, but at the end no one to turn to, no one to escape to, no one to reveal ur real one to.

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Banana_4101

I always find myself more se*x*ually attracted to girls that likes to be extra soft and kin*ky in the same time i also like them ha*iry in certain areas and it's hard to share that in my current circle that it's tiring, i only had this combo twice before and now i just can't find myself getting attracted to anything other than this.

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Cheese_4261

I think the hardest thing I've learned is that being surrounded by people and feeling understood are two completely different things You can sit in a room full of family, friends, people who have known you for years, and still feel completely alone Not because nobody is there But because nobody sees the weight you're carrying Everyone sees your decisions Everyone sees your reactions Everyone sees the moments where you're upset, angry, emotional, distant, stubborn, or quiet Very few people stop long enough to ask what happened before that Very few people care about the thousands of thoughts that led to the moment they're judging Lately I feel like I've been carrying pieces of myself around that nobody notices Old disappointments I never really got over Words people said that they probably forgot five minutes later but somehow stayed with me for years Dreams I had to put aside Plans that never happened People I trusted Versions of myself I miss And sometimes I wonder if anyone realizes how exhausting it is to constantly keep moving while carrying all of that I think people assume strength looks like never breaking But honestly, I think real strength is breaking and continuing anyway It's crying and still showing up the next morning It's feeling disappointed and still finding a reason to hope It's being hurt and still choosing kindness It's feeling alone and still getting out of bed There are days when I feel like I'm fighting battles nobody else can see Not dramatic battles Not movie-worthy tragedies Just quiet battles The kind that happen entirely inside your head The battle between what you want and what everyone expects from you The battle between your heart and your mind The battle between forgiving people and remembering what they did The battle between hope and disappointment The battle between who you are and who everyone thinks you should be And the worst part is that those battles don't leave bruises Nobody sees them Nobody notices how tired you are from carrying them Sometimes I wish I could explain what goes on in my head without sounding dramatic I wish I could explain that being hurt isn't always about one big event Sometimes it's years of little things Years of feeling misunderstood Years of trying to be the bigger person Years of swallowing your feelings because speaking up creates more problems than staying quiet Years of trying to make everyone comfortable while slowly forgetting what comfort feels like yourself And eventually something changes You stop expecting people to understand You stop expecting explanations You stop expecting apologies Not because you're healed But because you're tired And there's a specific kind of sadness that comes with that The sadness of realizing that some people will never see your side of the story No matter how carefully you explain it No matter how much you sacrifice No matter how much you try Sometimes they'll only ever see the version of you that exists in their mind And maybe that's what hurts the most Not being hated Not being rejected Being misunderstood Because when someone misunderstands you, they aren't responding to who you actually are They're responding to a version of you that doesn't exist I don't think I'm angry anymore I think I'm just grieving a lot of things The people I thought would understand me The situations I thought would end differently The plans I thought would work out The peace I thought I would have by now Maybe that's why I've been so tired lately Because grief isn't always about losing people Sometimes it's about losing expectations Losing certainty Losing the future you imagined And having to build a new one from the pieces I don't know Maybe I'll figure it out eventually Maybe all of this will make sense one day But right now, if I'm being honest, I'm just trying to get through one day at a time Trying to carry what I can Trying to let go of what I can't Trying to believe that all of this heaviness won't last forever And hoping that one day I won't feel like I have to explain my existence just to be understood In the end, after all of this, there's only one constant thought which is: بيكسروا حاجات تعبت في اني ابنيها لوحدي..

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Cloud_17567

I just want to talk . I dont have friends or anyone to talk. I have many bad feelings and i dont know how i fix my problems. I dont know how people see me like a bad person or a weak person that can make me alone.

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Brain_10761

So, hi. You know that feeling of, like, you don't, like, you don't fit in with people, or especially the people that are around you, is one of the worst feelings ever, because, Because, like, I'm living around you, but in the same time, I feel like this is not the place where I should be. And I don't know how to get the fuck out of it, which is even worse. And the feeling of being late, of losing, all of those things. And trust me, before doing this voice message, I had a lot of things to say. And now everything just went off. Thank you.

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Flower_16252

It is really hard to live in a society where you have different spiritual beliefs. What I mean is that I do not follow the religion on my society. I can't even be open about it and it's more difficult to establish relationships.

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Moon_15707

Well, I don't really know what I'm doing with my life at this point. I'm just existing, and nothing seems fun anymore. Life is so tasteless, and all I have on my mind is self-harm. i know it's wrong i know it's bad i know though i'm gonna regret it in the future but like the only thing that seems like helpful a bit for me is to cut i'm trying so hard to stay clean but i really want to do it i'm really like if it wasn't haram and it would lead me to end up in hell i would have killed myself long ago and i'd be cutting on my wrist not to kill myself but like i would hope that it would kill me somehow but also i fear ending up in hell that's it that's the only reason why i'm still here to be honest and i hate how life is so like nothing goes the way we want and I'm trying so hard to like go with the flow and saying it's okay but it it isn't I hate that I'm repeating the baccalaureate exam again even though I didn't fail like i passed but it wasn't even my decision like it's my life but it's not my decision and now i'm repeating it without even wanting to i don't even have the will or like i cannot i genuinely like i can't even do my hobbies nothing seems interesting anymore i've lost lost interest in everything it's so messed up and i feel so alone i think that if i had someone who would like care for me like at least check on me regularly it would have been easier to stop doing all the bad habits i'm already doing and all that whatever life is weird and i hope that i'm gonna die soon i genuinely hope so i don't even know what i'm saying or why i'm saying it but yeah

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Blueberry_10683

The best thing tht happend that i found this app to tell other about my feelings My friends go out with they say its an acc and when i tell them lets go out they say no and they trat me bad and they say its a joke and they sometimes curse me and i curse them back but I don’t like that they treat me badly i don’t know what to do i even don’t know if they like me they don’t go out with only one of them bc he was with me in our old school but they no last year i found out they mad a group without me named it no(my name) and I don’t know if they have another group when they went out with out me i was very sad i cried I don’t know what to do it was in Ramadan i saw the pic all of them in the pic even the guy in my old schoool he didn’t tell metha they were going out oneof them was sticking out his toung I don’t know what to do the beat thing that will happend when i go to new school

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Mango_10020

Hey , so I'm new here i kind of need some new friends coz I'm dealing with depression and just got hurt by my best friend because of her bf and it was my biggest heartbreak ngl Idi what im saying this i feel like I'm seeking attention while I'm not anyway if you ever need a new friend , thanks

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Moon_5652

Hy everyone wish thst ur all okay I just have a problem that my parents prefer their families which means parents and sblings more than me and I didn't feel okay I fell sad 😢 any help I'll be so grateful if u help me and give me advices

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Mango_19307

So, I'm bad in expressing my feelings, I don't know what's happening to me, I'm tired of this life, I'm tired of love, he was the best person and I loved him so much, I thought he's the only one who understands me but, he's changing, he doesn't care about me. I need someone to care about me, I told him about my illness but he uses it as a, something funny. I'm not okay, at all, I need help, but I can't ask for it, because nobody cares about me! They just see me as a funny girl, but, no one's trying to understand me Even when I talk about how do I feel, I just see people changing, hating me If someone has some advice or just, sweet things to tell me, I really need it

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Tomato_18561

I'm feelin lost I can't speak to people I don't know how to speak I'm always alone even whne I'm in home I can't speak to my family I don't have the confidence to speak or do anythink I'm tierd My mind doesn't want to let me live

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Avocado_18546

Yep that's me , years ago my first ever relationship (that I thought would be the "until death separates us" one)ended in harsh way for me because I was still gonna fight for that , and she let go now I'm struggling , I don't feel being a decent human for a relationship , had many talks with many women , I just feel I'm not compatible with anything ... Really lost here , and I will not wish this even to my ennemies

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Coconut_18047

I have overthinking issues and negative thoughts comes to me from it which making me always sad and lost passion because of it what made it worse that I focus on small details in any conversation and situations

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