emotional struggle

First off im a woman so yall know it. So basically i have this guy friend which ive known for a while now but i started getting feelings for him but the thing is hes gay but i cant stop thinking about him but i dont want to make a move incase it ruins our frendship since its literally the only good thing in my life right now and ive been stressed about it this whole time but please give advice if anyone has advice on it and if not its okay too!!

stop living in the past. Like, show me the past. where is it? you can't even show me the past you know why? Because the past does not exist. we cannot change the past. we cannot change what happened. we cannot change what we did. we cannot change what happened to us. we cannot change anything. we're getting older every single minute. And that time you choose to live in past honey. That's embarrassing. That's really embarrassing.

I want to major in archaeology, but in my country, this major is not very well known and it can be difficult to find jobs. Should I choose another major that offers better career opportunities, or should I pursue a major that I'm genuinely interested in? 😣😣😣

After finally healing, I found myself getting attached again so I had to delete the whole app just so I don't check my phone for their notifications.. is that a toxic trait or protecting peace?

Well, throughout my life, I have God, then my family, and then my friends. I have three close friends, and everything started well—a normal friendship. I'm naturally someone who sets high boundaries and doesn't let anyone into my life easily, and I don't trust anyone, but I trusted these three. To be honest, they have charming personalities. Let's give them names so we can talk more easily. We have Nava, who plays the funny, smart, and wonderful role; we have Mana, who plays the smart and well-intentioned role; and we have Anna, who has a difficult and complicated personality, but in my opinion, she's mature. I liked them all, but just yesterday I discovered that Nava is full of jealousy and only gives me a good face, which I expected anyway. As for Mana, she's the one who shocked me Well, throughout my life, I have my Lord, then my family, and then my friends. I have three close friends, and everything started well—a normal friendship. I'm naturally someone who sets high boundaries and doesn't let anyone into my life easily, and I don't trust anyone, but I trusted these three. To be honest, they have charming personalities. Let's give them names so we can talk more easily. We have Nava, who plays the funny, smart, and wonderful role; we have Mana, who plays the smart and well-intentioned role; and we have Anna, who has a difficult and complicated personality, but in my opinion, she's mature. I liked them all, but just yesterday I discovered that Nava is full of jealousy and only gives me a good face, which I expected anyway. As for Mana, she's the one who shocked me I never expected to discover she was a bad person, or perhaps even worse. At least Nava's evil was somewhat apparent, unlike Mana's, which I never anticipated. As for Anna, I didn't like her at first, but then I got to know her. She doesn't play roles like the others; she doesn't pretend to be funny or clever or anything else. She's simply herself. In the end, I discovered that she has the best intentions, despite her strangeness. I really need a way to get rid of Nava and Mana without major problems or conflicts. I'm not looking for a way to get Anna on my side, but I wish I could save her from them because, believe me, they are monsters who will devour her at the first opportunity, I'm sure of it. I don't want to ruin things; I hate ending relationships with conflict or excessive talk. So, if anyone has a way to set more boundaries for Nava and Mana and try to make Anna aware of what's happening around her without causing a disaster, please let me know.

Realizing that you're living and doing the thing you don't love is like by far the worst feelings ever , I'm studying but all I do is try to distract myself from it and I failed before so now I'm doing my best to not distract myself and do what I should do and face the reality but still now I feel so bad for myself for what I'm living

Before me and my boyfriend were together he was very close with this girl he really really liked. They got closer then i ever had with anyone. They were never offically together because she ended it with him. They ended on good terms but my boyfriend had a hard time with the loss of that relationship. It doesnt happen often, but when she gets brought up my heart gets stuck in my throat and my body has like a bad feeling. Almost anxiety but it’s different its more unsettled then panic. My boyfriend doesnt talk about her, doesnt see her, he doesn’t talk to her on his phone. But its like because the ending of the relationship wasnt his choice it makes me worried he still wants her. I dont get any signs from him that he does but i did get very very hurt by him from a betrayal that happened a year ago in a completely different situation. I feel like i could absolutely be overthinking all of this and when im with my boyfriend i dont worry about other girls hes a great boyfriend and i know and feel that he loves me so much. What do you think this feeling is and what should i do? I dont think theres anything my boyfriend can do because he hasnt done anything wrong at all. But i also dont want to gaslight myself into thinking its overthinking you know?

How can I get rid of overthinking? Cuz Iam really suffering I analyze everything in my life peoples reactions conversations everything After analyzing everything that happens during my day I end up feeling like I’m the stupidest person in the world I keep thinking about what happened all day how I said things and how I did them Iam exhausting myself by thinking about all of that What can I do about it Because I’ve had enough and I cant stop.

It is really hard to live in a society where you have different spiritual beliefs. What I mean is that I do not follow the religion on my society. I can't even be open about it and it's more difficult to establish relationships.

for reminding No one truly cares about your feelings or what you go through in your daily life. You need to realize that you are the only one responsible for managing your life and controlling your thoughts and emotions. Don’t wait for someone to come and rescue you. Don't wait.

So ts my first time here first note I just downloaded ts app and am not sure if it will help, so my pr is like I can't express or talk Abt how I feel the the pr it's just I feel soo confused inside me I be faking that am fine but deep down am totally not fine (ts kinda sounds cringe haha) so idk am just confused ik my note make no sense but either me to myself.. Idk if someone can understand me not sure cuz I don't even understand myself

I feel just disgusting. I have a feeling that I have not made a single good decision in the last two years. I have almost completely isolated myself. There is only one person with whom I communicate regularly. I am completely incapable of working. At the moment, I am not required to work, but I see that none of my goals are achievable if I continue to live this way. So I set myself fewer and fewer goals. Each of my sessions of self-analysis ends in hysterics. But self-analysis was instilled in me from childhood. I can't just live and enjoy the moment, knowing that I'm sliding lower and lower. Sometimes I try to forget myself, but it leads to complete disasters. Now I can't get up in the morning, I miss mandatory activities, I systematically let people down, I hang huge problems on the people responsible for me. Sometimes I think how great it would be if I was diagnosed with an incurable disease. All my actions would become rational and explainable. I have a lot of thoughts about the end of my life, but I'm too weak to actually do anything. I understand that such thoughts are destructive. What kind of efficiency can we talk about when I am not sure if I will be able to get out of bed tomorrow? I'm no longer trying to take control of my life, I'm just taking the path of least resistance. This is pathetic. And it is terribly unpleasant for me to write such a text. I know what I myself would say in response to this. This is literally the worst way to describe what is happening. I am overdramatizing, this is another worst possible solution. I can't stop making bad decisions, so please help me stop analyzing them.

I have prblm that I don't like seeing or talking to ma dad even his existence is annoying I don't hate him but whenever I see him I become an aggressive person unlike when he's not around me I become very quiet person

i don't know where to start and what to talk about its like there is a lot of problems and there none at the same time somtimes i'm thinking why am i depressed for what yes i know i'm always harsh on myself i always blame me for everything even if its not my faulte apologizing every single time just to keep things calm and the worst idea that gets me every night is WHO IS GONNA LIKE AN UGLY BORING UNSOCIAL GUY LIKE ME

Im feeling sooo soooooooo lonely in my life like everyone like me because i have too many talents but no one loves me it's crazy how people only like me, and my second problem is sleeping, i have sharp insomnia apnd it drives me crazy