depression

Marshmallow_88489 🇩🇿

1 week ago

Feeling Depressed

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It's been 4 years I'm struggling with severe depression, along with suicide thoughts that consume me day and night and dream about them and planify to end up soon My social anxiety makes it almost impossible for me to express myself, and cause of that, people treat me like a joke or underestimate me without ever trying to understand what I’m going through. Over time, all the criticism, mockery, and constant judgment have destroyed my self-esteem  both in how I see my appearance and in how I see my worth as a human being.
Under stress, I fall into addictive things like porn gore smoking eating relationships songs social media sleeping , as a way to release everything I can’t say out loud. But the more I hide my pain, the more people tell me I’m “dramatic” or “crazy,” even though I’ve been carrying these wounds in silence for years and years and no one noticed anything 
I grew up in an environment full of pressure, comparison, and harsh judgment, to the point where I no longer feel like a real person just an object people can criticize without consequence. Now, all of this has left deep scars: my posture, my height, my body, my entire self-image has become a source of insecurity and shame.
Right now, isolation feels like the only way to survive, because the people around me only worsen my condition. I’m torn between wanting to live and the overwhelming pain that keeps dragging me down. I dream of peace, of becoming someone I could admire someday, but I keep falling back, and I feel too fragile to move forward.
All of this is literally destroying and shattering me. I feel annihilated, lost, and I no longer know how to move forward in this chaos.
Yet despite everything, I’m still trying even with a heart that feels like it’s breaking to hold on in a world where cruelty can easily crush someone already carrying so much pain and I plan several times to take my own life these days I even dream about them

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Moon_87762 🇭🇺

3 weeks ago

Feeling Exhausted

I couldn't sleep and now i'm gonna sleep less then 3hours. I started overthinking so badly about losing my friend. She has very bad depression and i also don't have the best mental health and it just pulls me, my energy down so bad, i'm so worried and i'm the type of person that i have to help, save

Avocado_76210 🇪🇬 باشا حاله التوتر الى انت فيها والقلق ده سالبى هتتعبك جدا وهتخليك تتعب ابعد عن العلاقه لى فيها توتر وقلق عشان هضمر نفسك انا كنت اعرف واحده وحصلى اوسخ من كدا التوتر والقلق منها موتنى ع طول حزينه وزعلانه وعوطول بيغم عليها من حبى ليها بقيت توتر وقلقان وضمرت حرفياً ابعد اى علاقه فيها توتر وقلق سبها وهرب

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Potato_82597 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Heartbroken

I am suffering from severe depression and panic attacks. Because I have lost hope in everything and I am thinking about ending my life. The only person I thought would compensate for all that was a girl I loved for 8 months. My only goal was to make her happy, but she hurt me so badly. She said pain

Biscuit_85931 🇪🇬 hope you get better

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Cheese_81044 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Depressed

depression is killing me I need a lot of effort to shower eat I hate people and I'm always having breakdowns I tried 3 therapist but they didn't really help me and I was too depressed to trust the healing process or to work on it 💔

Kiwi_77426 🇪🇬 Maybe you need to see a psychiatrist and not a therapist. Some depressions are cured by taking antidepressants.

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Cheese_83456 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Tired

im just wanna talk about things im not happy feeling empty because everyone and everything i can't leave this place and I can't doo nothing just work home work home... and u can buy nothing with the money I don't know what to do i feel there is no meaning for life as a guy in Algeria u can do nothin

Watermelon_83536 🇪🇬 hey bro! take a long breath and take it easy , living in Algeria or Egypt or uk whatever! life is hard so get hard too!!

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Mango_83473 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Heartbroken

I want to tell my story, a year ago I was a normal person but then my family forced me to wear the hijab and I did not like it, I know it is wrong but I do not like it, I do not like it and I was not convinced by it, it caused me depression for a year and I still have a problem with it and I hated m

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Coffee_82769 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Alone

I’ve always felt like I don’t belong anywhere trapped inside a body that doesn’t represent me, a face I never chose. I’m 20, with no real friends and no relationships, just a deep, quiet loneliness. I walk among people and feel their eyes judging me, as if I’m paying for a crime I never committed.

Avocado_82517 🇩🇿 u need to get out from this zone, wtchof friends cool twli tkhrj meahm kon kont nskn hdak kon syit nsik fi gae hd chkil ,, rby meak ❤️‍🔥🫶🏽

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Mango_80216 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Angry

it's killing me seeing people from Gaza suffering every day, I feel like we have a privilege that we don't deserve, humans and childrens and peoples lives has become very cheap, where are we going with this mentality. the world is sick, I honestly don't believe in humanity anymore, I went through d

Strawberry_82243 🇮🇳

1 month ago

Feeling Meh

Cookies_80069 🇮🇳 leave him, he’s using you. You’re young, I think you need to understand some men like this will use and find someone else as a replacement when he’s satisfied or done with you. Since you aren’t saying anything he’s keeping you for his satisfaction. You’re better than him and beautiful. Don’t let such creeps enter your life to ruin you. I did the same but I chose to leave. I blocked him everywhere.

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I need help!is it getting  toxic?
i was going through  depression without knowing for 2 yrs straight  then as I was going  for counselling  I missed lots of classes and the teacher told about my condition to classmates...it was the worst..all those sympathy at that time felt like a mock on me.
Then I suddenly  on social platform I met a guy!I was thinking of deleting my acc then his pp caught me curious so I thought of replying  to his text and see although at first I thought he was some kind of perverted stalker at first . We texted then he said he saw me in his friends story and ended up following me and although he forgot  how I look but was certain that he wants me.
we shared our secrets  as a let out at first then he asked me out which I rejected atleat 3x then I said yes inorder to use him to overcome whatever i was feeling and forget my ex too.Yes at first I was using him as I thought we'd never meet...he sended me flowers and not...i started getting attached to him ,i told him about how i was sexually abused by my own cousin he understood me and gave me time although i ended up doing booty calls w him and then that day came when he actually did came from delhi  to my place to meet me.I had no choice I went w him ,I was wearing  casual a fitting top where my boobs were popping big and a short .
he saw me hugged me and open the car door for me.He took me on a ride in the highway in an outskirt area he stopped.I knew what was coming  next ,he faced towards me and kissed me I tried to face the other side as I was flustered the he grabbed my face and told me calm down and close my eyes and kept on going and placed his one hand on my b**bs from inside and started squeezing although it was outskirt area it was a public space i was scared but he kept on going till there....
oh btw he is 7 years older than me!
on the second  date he took me to hotel for sex
it's been 1yr he uses verbal and physical  abuse almost all time whenever it is related to a male friend...and drag me for sex even if I'm lil busy he says stuffs such that I end up listening to him...I've become submissive to an extend I can never imagine.
he said Don't even dare to think of leaving him

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Cherry_80972 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Confused

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the way i just wanna kms and end it , but everything seems hard to do , i am tired i have health problems , cevere depression and anxiety , also trauma like a lot of trauma that keeps ruinin my life even tho i'm tryin to change
my only escape was my boyfriend and he is or he claims to be "metfehem" and he understands my case my anger issues my depression my health issues my loneliness and he always tried to be here for me but when i'm at my lowest and start hurting my self he starts being selfish he has so much ego and he always realizes what he've done late and thr problem is that i'm too attached bc he was my bestfriend for 5 years and we're gonna be officialy together for 1 year tomorrow and i'm so sad i wanted to celebrate it with him yes he does like gifts etc small attentions the only problem is whebever i feel something or i'm at my lowest i never find him he says that he cannot control anger and that he has a problems with feelings but the thing tht i feel thag he jst doesnt love me ?
i can't get over the fact that he left me alone and he slept many times and i kept waitin for him crying and self harming my body i suffered too much but whenever he realizes he does it too late and he cries to me and say sorry he even start hittin himself to the point where i believe that he really loves me and that he didn't do that on ourpose
please i need advices what do you think of behaviour do you think he loves me and is it normal to love someone but you cannot control your anger to the point that you can drop him? i am at my lowest and i've always been and i never dropped him but he can drop me at anyxmomebt and everything we talk after the problem he says i swear mashi bl3ani and wlh i love you i'll do my best and he even cried
he went through a lot i know that and that's what keepin  and givin me patience to stay with him but it's tll much
why doesn't he think the same
why do i feel that he's fakin his emotiobs
even if he czn't let me go
please i need help i need explanations
i feel lonely
he says i zone it and his past trauma made him kinda "cold hearted"and  he doesbt feel fear

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Coffee_81760 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Exhausted

to be honest i don’t know where to start, there’s so much i’m feeling so much that is going on… im a young woman im 30 i live in algiers i have a degree in communications i worked for 8 years in different fields and i started my own business few months ago but I can’t work on it because my life isn

Cherry_80972 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Heartbroken

Guys lol he made me live shit my whole life and whenever he does something bad to me knowing that m going through depression and i have a disease and he knows abt it I ALWAYS go back to him and help him and i understand his situation but when it's me ???? lol his ego wins and he goes , leaves as if

Cookies_81104 🇩🇿 first of all, cry, ça va te soulager chwiya, après think logiquement, love is shown by effort, Ida maydirch effort pour toi, donc il t'aime pas. t'es attaché, l'attachement machi mlih, t'as sûrement l'idée pttr que personne d'autre va t'aimer et tt maybe a cause de ta maladie ou ton caractère ou JSP, en tt cas dont think that ! you deserve to be loved , respected, and cared for, he just doesnt

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Cherry_80972 🇩🇿

1 month ago

Feeling Exhausted

i'm tired , i'm just going throught a lot and i cannot talk it out even if i'm trying right now it seems so hard to do , i'm in a serious relationship of 3 years with a person that i met 5 years ago tht was my bestfriend and we ended up being together , he always claims that he loves me and he does

Cheese_79373 🇩🇿 actions speak louder than words hun if he’s telling u that he loves u and his actions say otherwise u should leave u deserve better and u have nothing to do with that long time if he’s not making u better he’s just adding to ur pain it’s gonna be hard for u at first but trust me u’ll be completely fine better don’t waste more time better late than never ❤️

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Pistachio_78778 🇩🇿

Lost in a deep hole, no friends, no job. Idk what to do.

I'm lost, it's like I am in this deep hole that i can not get out of.. recently lost all my friends at once then the next day my job was taken away from me for literally no reason at all... idk what to do in this period of time ☹️ ...see more

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Pineapple_87651 🇩🇿

My aunt died and I didn't cry. Her wish was to die.

3 days ago my aunt died .i loved her with every inch of my soul ,with all her bad habits and acts .i loved her fr.but the day she was pronounced dead .i didn't even feel the usual sadness of loosing a loved once .i didn't cry din't care to cry or to express any sad feeling cause i had none .maybe cause i was so close to her and she always repeated one wish " i wish to die " .i hope where she is .she's in peace. ...see more

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Mango_74726 🇪🇬

I'm not okay

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