First, get closer to God and try to find a talent that will make you forget everything, and God will help you.

Broooo,what ur doing is a really good thing (pharmacy) so many people would love to be in your shoes,if ur hating urself because of ur studies ,u just have to see it as a علم نافع, and don't limit urself to what ur studying in uni a'd try doing researchs urself , don't forget that's a good way too to make money ,ur at ur early twennys man, Cheer up