3d agofeeling Drained
ive been abused since i was 2½ till i was 13 physically and mentally by both parents and sexually tortured by my mom, now they changed, mom apologised and they r refusing therapy, i struggle with intense self harm and suicide fantasies, if i asked from help cps or sth like that i might get killed or worse especially that they really changed, im craving nicotine sm altho i never tried it and ik ill get addicted so easly what should i do?
اوعي تجربي نكوتين او اي حاجه لانها بجد هتاخد في سكه مش حلوة اخرجي افرحي اتعملي اعملي حاجات مفيدة وشوفي حياتك انت لسه صغيرة بجد ممكن تحاولي تروحي لدكتور نفسي يساعدك لكن بجد بلاش اي انواع من النيكوتين
اظنك صغيرة في السن، متخشيش في سكة النيكوتين عشان هتجر معاكي للمخدرات وحرفيا حياتك هتتدمر ومستقبلك هيضيع
@Cloud_4006 يا ريت بجد🙏🏻
You have to stay strong and put it together, even when it's hard . I can imagine how much pain you're having but you should always remember that being strong will never be real until you feel alot of pain