I'm so tired, to be honest. Life betrayed me so bad. Like, once I feel like my mental health is improving, then the whole thing, like, the progress is gone. i'm trying so hard to not self-harm but it's getting hard i've been clean for almost a week but self-harm is literally all i have on my mind like all the time i'm trying so hard to find other the ways to cope and like to find other things instead of self-harm but nothing's working to be honest I'm so tired of all of this I genuinely want a cot