I don't know whoever is gonna hear this right now, but like, it's really complicated, but I have some noises on my house right now, but I'm currently studying, even though I'm really late, and it already happened to me last year, and if you are Algerian, you know the period where you like pass your baccalaureate exam and last year to be honest I didn't I like it's complicated it's not that I didn't study but I started very motivated I started studying but like things happen some circumstances happen and when I say circumstances it's not something like I didn't have something to study with or I didn't have enough money I did all I have all of that I i mean it's just me i think it's my mental health and whatever our toxic environment is and the fact that no one is there to ask about your progress and everything so i really especially in that last period where i should really focus like for example one month or one month and a half for the the baccalaureate exam and i didn't focus that much i didn't do my best and of course i didn't get my baccalaureate exam because um i'm in the science stream which is like the hardest one you know so i am doing it again now it's another year and i feel like nothing changed and just this time i think i'm gonna make some change is that um i just have one month left for my last exam and um every time i try to do my best i think like it's gonna happen like last year the same thing happened to you and i feel like a failure and i keep crying and my hands even shaking when i start to think about this even though i'm trying to study i'm trying to focus Because I'm trying to find a way to just get it. I don't care about the grade. But, like, it's really affecting me. It's really affecting me. And there's a lot of things that are happening to my mental health because of a lot of things. And I keep thinking that what if I don't get it? And there's a lot of things that are going to happen this summer. And one of them, I want to be happy because I got it. and I don't want my family or my mom or my dad to be sad or to be disappointed or whatever and especially my sister like she sees me as a very um I don't know I feel like if I don't get it people will see me as a bad person or I did something else in studying but it's just like I I didn't do something bad, but I do feel, like, disappointed in myself as if I am doing something bad. And that is affecting me a lot. Okay, it's complicated. I don't even know how I'm going to explain this, but I hate it. I really hate it. And I don't know if anyone is going through this or went through this or knows whatever is happening to me. you can always talk